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Step Within The Shadows
And Enter Satan's Lair
Created on 2004-02-04 19:10:12 (#2114596), last updated 2007-10-11
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Basic Info| Name: | Sgáth Gíomanach |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-21 |
| Location: | Glendale, Arizona, United States |
| Website: | The Beauty Within |
BioThe only thing thats hides within the shadows is darkness. Come my child the darkness does not bite.
As I draw the blade across my skin.
I watch the blood flow from within.
I watch as my cares flow away.
My passion I did slay.
Now I sit here all teary eyed.
Wondering how long I cryed.
Wondering if you will ever know,
Just how bad I need the blood to flow.
The razor blade is my friend.
I am so close to the end.
I wonder if I can ever stop.
My happiness bubble I did watch pop.
You have saved me for the last time.
All because of this thin red line.
Now I walk, no run if you may.
My world crumbles like broken clay.
I will miss you all this night.
Please dont hold my memory to tight.
Thanks for the words I longed to hear.
I shall hold your words oh so near.
I drop the razor to the ground.
It makes not a sound.
To the kitchen I talk a walk.
Now is not the time for talk.
I scrub the lines with bare hands.
My frustration growing filling the lands.
I grab the soap and rub it in.
Hoping for help from my dearest kin.
The lines of red hurt and burn,
this lesson I have still to learn.
My soul will not be missed,
for this is the last time it shall be kissed.
I turn around and wave goodbye.
This is not a joke nor a lie.
As I draw the blade across my skin.
I watch the blood flow from within.
I watch as my cares flow away.
My passion I did slay.
Now I sit here all teary eyed.
Wondering how long I cryed.
Wondering if you will ever know,
Just how bad I need the blood to flow.
The razor blade is my friend.
I am so close to the end.
I wonder if I can ever stop.
My happiness bubble I did watch pop.
You have saved me for the last time.
All because of this thin red line.
Now I walk, no run if you may.
My world crumbles like broken clay.
I will miss you all this night.
Please dont hold my memory to tight.
Thanks for the words I longed to hear.
I shall hold your words oh so near.
I drop the razor to the ground.
It makes not a sound.
To the kitchen I talk a walk.
Now is not the time for talk.
I scrub the lines with bare hands.
My frustration growing filling the lands.
I grab the soap and rub it in.
Hoping for help from my dearest kin.
The lines of red hurt and burn,
this lesson I have still to learn.
My soul will not be missed,
for this is the last time it shall be kissed.
I turn around and wave goodbye.
This is not a joke nor a lie.
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